Runny

Baby chicken embryos
not so settled in my tum
making me feel like throwing up
or throwing out
this life
this world
this existence.

Fat People Got to Eat Too

Cherry turnovers sit invitingly on the frig
and I can't help but think a cup of good old
calcium in a glass would wash down flaky
doughy crust quite nicely.

And, yes, I'm well aware that it's 11:38 pm.

And that I'm 245 pounds.

And that this will go straight to my
boobs
butt
belly's up anybody?

But I don't care.

Because I'm beautiful just as I am
and cherry turnovers are a special treat
and I've no plan to waste my life wishing
I had
I could
I would
I did

when, unfortunately, I didn't.